Archive for September, 2009

September 2009

September 13, 2009

So, I’m dedicated to sticking with my decision, which is to continue living my life in guy mode, in an effort to keep my family together. However, that doesn’t change the fact that I’m really, honestly TG and I’m bound to have days where I’m feeling especially effeminate.

The last few days have been those kind of days. I’ve been ruminnating on how mom-like I’ve been feeling, since my wife has been working a lot and I’ve been left with our little girl. Our little girl and I have done all sorts of things, including a few that make me feel very maternal. Today I took the little one to an art fair in a park. We walked past paintings and scultpures, metalwork and drink stands, etc. I noticed how many moms were there with their little ones and I felt a little jealous – jealous that they get to dress and act and think and live as women, while I’m stuck as a fugly man.

Anywho, I just needed to vent. I’m sticking to my guns on this one.